Another 450 IU of Gonal F.

I took another shot of 450 IU of Gonal F Wednesday night. I have finally decided that the bloaty/ full feeling cannot be the burrito, knish with kraut, cream soda that I ate yesterday since I still feel bloaty 24 hours after eating all that crap. It HAS to be be because of the medication. I feel bloaty and some abdominal pressure. Almost like a full bladder but not like I have to use the bathroom. I almost want to say that it feels like I would be about 3 moths pregnant but since I have never been pregnant, I don't know what that feels like.

Anyway, other than the bloaty feel, I fell fine. No headaches. No cravings. I think the knish, burrito, kraut and cream soda was part of where I was at a certain time and not being able to not eat them because I was there....if that makes sense. I was right in front of Katz's so I couldn't not have a knish with kraut. What goes with with Katz's food? Dr. Brown's Diet Cream! I couldn't not have that leftover burrito from the night before otherwise I would have to toss it. No reason to waste food. Now, I feel like having a cream soda. OK, maybe I cravings.

Tomorrow is a HUGE day. It is the first day I get sonogram results after the start of stimming. This is HUGE! I will find out if the meds are working. I will find out if the follicles are growing. I will know if I can keep going forward. I feel very positive and hope that I get some good news tomorrow. Considering my E2 levels Tuesday were 185, I hope those numbers double or triple by tomorrow.

What's also quite odd is that I feel very, very protective of my tummy area. I am very, very careful doing things. I don't want anything to go wrong and I don't want to 'hurt' my growing eggs. I cannot fathom that that will happen but I am just being super careful.

It's also odd to know that half of your future children are growing in you and you haven't even met the possible dad/ husband yet. I really am amazed by that. Some guy better thank me one day. If he is really a lazy guy, he literally doesn't even have to have sex with me to have a kid with me. OK, that is way TMI but whatever.